Well, that was a different, if frustrating and depressing, 24 hours. The crappy days at work roll on and on. The blood sugars rise and fall like a Cypriot bankers heart rate, and then I say some stupid things on Facebook (well, type them anyway!).
Still on a downer after "chat" with parents the other evening - life is leaving me behind like so much tinsel at Easter. I want to move on up but don't know how. And because I'm not motivated in my job, or home life, I'm not motivated in my social life (social life? Ha! What's that???). The only positive I have to look forward to is holiday in June - 3 weeks in, hopefully, some cracking desert heat. Get away from all this that drags me down like super gravity.
The only plus at the moment is involvement in the life game that is rugby. I might not be able to play as much as a I would like (injury and laziness in not getting to training there!). But at least I can watch some live and try to help coach kids. Mind you there are frustrations with that - communication!!! Grief - that is an issue that returns with the same level of monotony as taxes and credit card statements.
Must think positive - too many dents in the brick walls recently to benefit!
